God it scared me... today someone asked me if I was pregnant again because i've been kind of emotional lately... and like a retard, I started thinking about it... I was like "Well I shouldn't be because i'm on birth control, but I don't know... anything is possible" MUST BE THE BLONDE HIGHLIGHTS I GOT YESTERDAY... kinda forgot I just got over my ( Read more... )

I miss some of my friends... like Stevi Ray!!!

Got to leave work early today. I'm sitting here writing back and forth with my sugarbaby and working on editing some more of the photos I took of Kelly last night. And hopefully I can get something done so that maybe her and I can watch a movie. I wanna try to get another photoshoot at least started this weekend, i'm hoping to get back into this ( Read more... )

Here's a photo of Blue Girl that I took and then edited... I'm pleased with the outcome.


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My boyfriend is fucking sexy!!! I love us! <3 He feels like forever! I'll post a picture of us shortly... took a new one today.

Still in a state of shock that she's gone. And for what??? I will always remember her for her smile and that infectious laugh of hers. I'm glad I got the chance to know her and to work with her.


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I guess I've really slacked off with this journal. Things have been a constant change of ups and downs and a lot of hecticness.... but in the end... my sugarbutt and i are still together and i love him more than ever... and things are alright.... got new bedroom stuff... new queen size bed, armoire, dresser and vanity mirror, and a nightstand... ( Read more... )

So yea, I certainly did go out and splurge on Wednesday... Blue and I went to a few stores and then to the movies. I bought a new 30G ipod... got that all hooked up. I also got headphones and a mic for the computer for musical/messanger purposes... yayyy i can talk to you all now ( Read more... )

I've got the urge to go splurge and spend lots of money. Its a bad habit of mine. Waiting to see if I will hear from my sexbot, and if I don't hear from him by like 730 Blue and I are going to the movies to go see the number 23. hmmmm... i'm bored. I want to go buy stuff... girly stuff... like makeup. I got issues, yes yes!

Sometimes I can be so stupid. What am I trying to do... ruin what we may have???? i'm such an asshole. I hope that I'm just being hard on myself right now. I love him so much it hurts... literally. I'm willing to wait until the end of the world for him... but my patience seems to be wearing thin... omg. I get so wrapped up in my thoughts and ( Read more... )