How do you talk to the people who's opinion you value most? How do you tell those people that they hurt you? I know I should let people in... but what if they reject me? That's a pain I cannot face...

Sometimes shattered
Never open
Nothing matters
When you're broken...

I just wanted to let everyone know that most of my LJ entries from now on will be private. Thanks for reading them until now. If you want to take me off your LJ friends list because I would be reading yours and you wouldn't be reading mine I understand. My sincerest apologies for the inconvience.

I dont want to be the one
The battles always choose
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Apparently I'm not the only one with the world on their shoulders...

Things don't have to be this way
Catch me on a better day

Bury me above the clouds
All the way from here
Take away the things I need
Take away my fear

Hide me in a hollow sound
Happy evermore
Everything I had to give
Gave out long before

Fix me now I wish you would (Fix me now)
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Well I survived the family trip to Aruba with only a few bruises(thanks Blair). Is it bad that I can't stand my family? I want to get out of here soon... I just have to figure out how. Aruba is a beautiful place... but the bad thing about vacations is that just because you leave home doesn't mean that your problems don't folllow you. I'm trying so ( Read more... )

Judgement House has been quite an experience. Part of the time I'm a car accident victim, part of the time I'm laughing and joking and running around, and part of the time I'm wishing I wasn't even there. The first two nights I really felt like I had made a mistake by deciding to participate. I'm still not sure if I should be there but we've had ( Read more... )

I'm so tired of people right now. I don't know who's right or who's wrong or who's just being bitchy. I don't want to blame anyone any more than I want to be blamed myself. I just want things to get worked out without any bloodshed. Lack of communication is a very bad thing. Please pray for all of us... we desperately need it.

Its all about the he ( Read more... )

Do you remember when you were really little and you tried to put together a puzzle for the first time? Even though it was really a simple puzzle... to you it seemed so hard because you kept trying to force the puzzle pieces in the wrong places. That's how I feel... like I'm trying to force myself into all these wrong places, praying that I fit. I'm ( Read more... )

I'm really stressed... but I shouldn't be. I've got to learn how to relax. I've got to learn how to let go and let God. I stress about so many things... and half of them are stupid to be stressing about in the first place. I guess in a way I have had some prayers answered though. I've realized alot of stuff about myself and other people... it's ( Read more... )

"Make A Move"

So are we lost or do we know
Which direction we should go
Sit around and wait for someone to take our hands and lead the way

Cause every day we're getting older
And every day we all get colder
We're sick of waiting for our answers

Wake up, Wake up, Wake up,
Yeah so tired of waiting, waiting for us to
Wake up, Wake up, Wake up,
Yeah I'm ( Read more... )