I don't know who is going to read this... and honestly i don't give a fuck... I have stuff on my mind and no one to talk to about it b/c it's 2AM. So here goes... As shitty as high school was at the time... and believe me HS was hell on earth at times... I miss it like crazy. I miss going and seeing familiar faces... knowing I will have somebody to ( Read more... )

I haven't posted on here in like 2 years. No one seemed to read it anymore and I didn't see a point. Bob recently told me I should post again so I thought I would give it a try... even though he will probably be the only one who reads it. My life is kind of crazy right now. There are some great things: my new house, my job, going to school to get ( Read more... )

I wish people would stop caring so much about me... I'm nothing. I'm nothing special nothing important. If you take a look around, I'm sure you will find someone so much better. I'm not even emotional as I type this... I know it's the truth. It's just a fact I've come to accept. Now if everyone else could do the same we'd all be better off. Don't ( Read more... )

So yeah it's been awhile since I've posted. I haven't been able to figure out how I feel enough to write it down. Things are still going pretty well... although I'm still waiting for the bottom to drop out. I have some new opportunities and some new decisions to make... hopefully I'll make the right ones this time. Is it wrong when most of your ( Read more... )

I've got to be true to myself and stick to teary promises I made. I can't settle this time. I've got to keep believing there's more...

Can hold my breath only for a little while
until reality starts sinking in
Once again I’m settling for second best
turn the page and skip
to the end to where I
Swore that I would try
Since the last time I crossed ( Read more... )

What Your Underwear Says About You
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Temptation is a bad thing. Especially when it gives you a small taste of something you desperately want. I just can't seem to find the right balance between my head and my heart. I'm either all emotion and all over the place or I'm all wrapped up in my thoughts and don't allow myself to feel anything. Life is just poo on a stick...

So we want the ( Read more... )

I finally got a new cell phone today with caller ID! My new number is 205-753-0090

(Let me know if there is any specific song you would like for your ring tone)

My life is changing alot right now. In the next few weeks I'm going to quit my job, move to Birmingham and a new apartment, start class at a new school, find a new job, and find a new church. One of my best friends will be leaving to go back to Montevallo in a month. I don't know what I will do without her. I'm not sure where I stand with my other ( Read more... )

Who would've thought that things could ever get so messed up? So many things still don't make sense to me. I don't understand how people can constantly hurt others without any remorse. It seems like all that anyone does anymore is lie. Is it worth it? Will any of us really live the life we dream of? Or will we just stumble and fall like those ( Read more... )