So, I'm going to texas for a week. Well, Jan 9th-17th.. So I can hang out with some really awesome people and have a good time.  I can just barely afford it, but you know what. I need to go somewhere to fucking relax, so the hell with the money. I can make more. I've got a new job now. *nod*

I'm.. Just going to keep walking with my head held high, while I continue to act as though my world is -not- crashing down around me... *Throws a side glances at the debris and stumbles*

<.< Yes.. That plan is working fabulously! * tosses in a mock enthusiastic thumbs up for good measure*

^(^-^)>[Ignoring family problems for the win!]I'll also ( Read more... )

I'm waiting to go in for my surgery right now.. i didn't actually
start getting nervous untill i got into this room. i know I'll be fine
but still..

I have to get surgery on my foot April 30th.
I found a nifty little site to explain why to all the people that are curious. haha
http://www.eorthopod.com/public/patient_education/6477/accessory_navicular_problems.html

It's going to suck. I'm going to have a ten day period after the surgery where I can't do anything.. I go in after the ten days so ( Read more... )

yup i've pretty much dissapeared off the face of the earth. Go me!
I've been working alot. (And playing WoW [world of warcraft] alot...) <.<
i'm pretty much sick of the way I look so Kelly has been dragging me to the gym with her. (I've only gone twice) I'm thinking about buying my own subscription...

So anyway, yeah, I'm not dead. lol

<3

Lets just say i've re-discovered how certain songs can lift my spirits
when I fall into a bad case of depression. It seems immersing myself
in music is going to be my "emotional bandage" of sorts yet again. But
hey, at least its something, right?

If I could just see Justin. Hes such a nerd. lol, but he makes me feel
better.. I suppose we are in an open relationship of sorts. He
snuggles/hugs me and stuff when we hang. Its kind of nice having that.
Even though he isnt a girl.. i kind of miss him. :(

*looks up* Ya couldnt have made her single? And wtf is up with the
creepy men that are suddenly all hitting on me? one was enough! I dont
need to add three more on top of that! If youre gonna play that game,
atleast make them cute girls!.. >:[ douche bag!

i feel broken.. i cant sleep, and even when i do i'm tired when i wake
up. i cant think. cant focus.. i just want to sleep, and stay asleep.
my dreams lately have been full of friends, and hugs. things I really
miss. i just don't know how to fix myself.

I went from this:


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