Sometimes you don't realize how much you miss something until you get it back. I got to spend an hour with Sarah today. My mom and Brooke dropped by yesterday. TJ has been over twice. We've only been back for 3 days. I really missed home....Im going to miss a lot of things/people from Sacramento....but there's nothing like being able to 'stop by' ( Read more... )

So...time for a mini update before work I guess ( Read more... )

OMG this is weird. Its official: they are no longer just play things. :-/

Looking at that screen and seeing my baby boy was the most incredible feeling I have ever experienced. Tears of joy and pure amazement were falling down my face. That little boy is growing inside ME. He is going to depend on ME for life....he is part of me, part of Brandon. He is my child. I never knew that I could love someone so much without ( Read more... )

I can't believe how amazing I feel. Its like every single doubt I had ever had...even for an instant have completely vanished and its as if they never existed in the first place. I can't stop looking at my ring and thinking about everything it represents. I love him more than words can express....more than I can even comprehend myself. I know, for ( Read more... )

I miss you. :'-(

Its probably the weirdest feeling in the world to feel my stomach and feel how hard it is. Its popping out a little bit, and you can only really see it when I'm wearing like....dresses. (Like in my pic) But it is definately preparing to form and push out more. Its still not fully sunken in that I have a baby growing in me. I have a little person ( Read more... )

All I was trying to do was explain myself, appologize, and make ammends. And all you can do is bitch and blow everything up and be hella rude and ask why the fuck I did it. You are such a fucking bitch and you are never going to go anywhere in life because all you know how to do is hold grudges against EVERYONE. Whatever. Go ahead, be a fucking ( Read more... )

Its still hard to comprehend that you're gone. Seeing your father just staring at your picture with tears in his eyes was heartwrenching. You touched so many hearts and so many lives....its not fair that you were taken from us. You were only 19....you had so much ahead of you. You left behind countless people that love you and will miss you so much ( Read more... )

This is a BAD idea. How the fuck can you just sit there and talk ahit about your son like that? And to ME. I'm his fucking girlfriend....I'm carrying his kid....you really think I wanna/am gonna sit here and listen to you talk shit about him? While were doing YOU a fucking favor by letting your broke pathetic ass move in with us? OMG. This is ( Read more... )