Everything has been so strange lately. Living with my aunt is getting better. Things with the boy are getting worse. I don't know if I'm messing things up for the sake of messing things up or if I'm messing things up because I know that it's over. I don't want it to be over, I'll put that out there right now. But being around a person who is ( Read more... )

I'm a triple major. 21 credits = death.

I have some choice words for people who think that a music major is easy.

I'm done.

Over break, I have experimented with living alone. I don't see anyone for the entire day in my own house and I barely have any human contact. I am out now. I'm at a coffee shop because I need to know that other people are alive. I had to clear my throat to talk to the barista. I have decided that I can't live alone. Ever. I need roommates. ( Read more... )

Don't you love it when the random setting in itunes knows exactly what you don't need to hear and then plays it?? I cried when Fix You started playing. I'm an emotional wreck! I don't know how I'm going to get through this last week. My mom got really upset when she realized that I'm actually a grown-up and that I have my own life. I told her ( Read more... )

( I've done 103+1/2 stupid things out of 144 )

I HATE MUCZYNSKI!

I've been feeling awful lately. I'm really good at fooling myself. I laugh at jokes and make my own. And I laugh sincerely, I really do. But when I'm not distracted by a conversation, even when there are so many people around me, I feel so alone. And it's not just because of the whole Tony situation. We were not right for eachother. At least ( Read more... )

I love my school ( Read more... )

"...remember that forgiveness too is a power. To beg for it is a power, and to withhold or bestow is a power, perhaps the greatest."

I'm sorry. I forgive you.