okay, so life is... well, a pain in my ass @ the moment. i swear everytime i go ^ to montgomery it gets harder to come back & face reality again. one of these days i'm gonna go to my lil retreat & never return to the bullshit here that waits for my return. i cannot find a fucking car to save my life. i'm gonna say fuck it & just get an apt, but i ( Read more... )

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i got back from my friend's place the other day & was rather sad to come back to reality again. i'm hoping to be able to take off & go over there alot more often. it felt really good to hang out w/ the guys again & not havta worry about anything. made a new acquaintance or 2 & best of all gotta chill w/ my buddy. how i did miss just chillin w/ him ( Read more... )

well, it's been a while & alot has happened. as most everyone knows i'm back from disney & it was pretty fun, but not what my disney experience was supposed to have been. i'm completely registered for college & it's gonna been rather difficult running across campus so much. mondays & wednesdays i have medical terminology I from 9:30 - 10:45, ( Read more... )

very bad day. i'd forgotten all about this song until a few minutes ago. so in the event that i don't post lyrics w/ my entries for a while it's a safe assumption that this is what i'm listening to.

oh & in case i'm not telling u enough at the moment... i love the icon! it truly is perfect. trust me i know they're hard to make, but it's perfect ( Read more... )

my baby may not be going to disney w/ me now (how great is that shit?) b/c we couldn't find a way for his back to hurt less & he doesn't wanna spend that much time in the hotel room. basically i'm completely out of someone to chill w/ there… no one to ride the rides w/, no one to talk to, no one to hang out w/, no one for me in disney world. i knew ( Read more... )

my lil buddy's back!!! that makes me rather giddy. i hope i getta hang out w/ him some before he takes off again. my baby & i may have missed "the house" b/c w/ the way it's looking at the moment the one i was so nervous about was possibly the right one. unfortunately the woman's got another buyer, but there is still a possibility that they might ( Read more... )

well, my baby & i went to look at this house today... it's okay, i guess. it's rather small, but then again w/ just the 2 of us it doesn't need to be huge. i just dunno. for some reason or another i'm not all up for it. he's rather ify & i don't wanna say no b/c the price isn't gonna get much better. i'm just really not sure about the whole thing. ( Read more... )

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god damn... yesterday = uber bad day. went to act's graduation & was rather happy about it. then some dude gave the longest speech i've ever heard, but one thing he said got into my head a bit: "follow ur dreams, but be sure it's ur dreams u follow." i just got to thinking how every major aspect of my life now has already been pretty much decided ( Read more... )