She has no emotive energy
No spring in her step
The passion has leaked
From her eyes to the floor
Walking in the clouds
Void of sharpness and contrast

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You say you don't want me to change my life around for you and then you pop the potential ultimatum: you or my job.
The job that I have been dreaming about. The job that got me back into pharmacy. The job where I know I belong, where I am always needed to do something worthwhile.
It keeps re-breaking my heart at the thought of being thrust into a ( Read more... )

I can't help but to wonder if this is how things are going to be from now on. Too tired to see me, but can spare enough time to go an have dinner with the girls from work. Planning his getaway this Sunday before he's even ever been here. It all sounds so innocent. He's just too tired to study during the week. He needs to use his Sundays wisely. Big ( Read more... )

What interests you
What makes your interest dwindle
What goes through your mind
Why do you clutch my heart today
Why do you ever loosen your grip

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The smell at the tip of my nose
Frustration to the very core
Repeated questions, instructions
One in the same person

Tension out to extremities
Burning from the inside out
Holding from the outside in
Shadowed by the inner doubt

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My inside is volatile
You may fall victim
To all that I hold
To all that's not your fault

I don't know what I need
But I think you have it
Every time it's never silent
Every time you hold me tight

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The double loneliness
I lined myself up for
Two knots in my stomach
Tightening by the moment

Anger is easier
Bypass the feeling
Yet all I can gather
Feels. Feels so much

You tell me everything
Everything except everything
What you're thinking
What do you mean

You can see your past
I can see it too
You see the future
With a blank in the middle

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Things I don't understand

If I'm going out, I invite him
He just goes out and casually mentions that he's out. No invitation. Nothing.

On his day off, he's not interested in coming to see my new place. He's interested in doing his assignment that is due in February.

He'd rather spend Christmas day with his flat mate than with me.

He'll go out till 1130 ( Read more... )

When the world stops
All except the bug on the window sill
Not even a sound
Can drown
The silence

Creating more space
Like a train with empty seats
The world flies by
Slowing motion
Blurring pictures

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The same old school mottos
Actions and language
Intention and reality
Gender equality
What do you mean

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