Let me just say, having 2 jobs (bordertown, Round Table) is shitty. The things i do just to get out of here and finally be happy. im always tired, i never want to go out, i barely want to get out of bed. but all i know is that im going to florida to get married and make babies and get the hell out of RENO and away from all the highschool drama..... ( Read more... )

I no longer have the interet. cuz our modem is corrupted. so thats gay. BUt i do have some great news.....Im going to Florida in may for 8 days. may 11th through the 19th, to go see nick...then from there we'll see how it goes. but the plan is for me to move down there in august or something like that. My mom has a new boyfriend..hes nerdy and they ( Read more... )

so the whole moving to florida is on hold, just hold though. nick talked to his uncle and aunt. his aunt was all for it but when he said something to his uncle, he flipped. So he told me just to come and visit and when he finally gets his own pad, i could come live there. which is good in the way that i have more time to save up the moola but bad ( Read more... )

I have officially decided to move permantly for Florida. I talked to my mom for 3 hours the other night and i finally got her blessing. I called Nick today to tell him the news and he was extremly excited. when his aunt comes back from her cruise tomorrow, hes going to sit down with her and his uncle and discuss the whole situation with them ( Read more... )

Nick finally called today. I had just gotten out of the shower and the phone rang and it was him. It made me so happy yet sad at the same time. We only talked for about a half hour but it was more than I expected. He told me how nice it is down there and that he misses me a lot and he was like, "I know you know that there are a lot of hot girls ( Read more... )

I am now officially 19 ( as of last Saturday the eighth ) I spent my birthday trapped at home with my whining mother because we have almost 6 feet of snow and we couldnt get her car or mine out of the mile long driveway. So I spent all day shoveling snow. Oh yeah and no "happy birthday" or "heres a card cuz thats all I can afford" from my mother ( Read more... )

its been a while. Nick left for Florida last night. hes not comming back. On monday we were sitting in his room and he said "what if i told you that i Loved you?" and i just sat there. I wanted to say it back but it took all that i had to do so. I do love him but its really heartbreaking that he tells me 2 days before he leaves forever. Im supposed ( Read more... )

wow i havent updated in a while......Too much stuff had been going on to write about it all so, im going to sum it all up in one long sentence ( Read more... )

Wow lots had happened in the past like week or something like that. I have come to the conclusion that Wiggins sucks my ass...not cuz its hard...its the old crotchety bastards that run the joint...and that bordertown isnt as bad as i thought. I have been "promoted" from busser to hostess...now making 6.50 an hour compaired to the 5.15 an hour....im ( Read more... )

i started at wiggins on tuesday. its not that its hard, its just that Mr and mrs Wiggins repeat themselves all the time and they treat everyone like theyre crap and stupid. ive learned how to do the register, pump propane, pump kerosene (sp?), cut and weigh meat (nastiest thing ever) and price and clean stuff. the worst part is when people come in ( Read more... )