today ryan and i have been together for one year.

insane ( Read more... )

i dont give a fuck what any of you say ( Read more... )

i hate my boyfriend

i....like my boyfriend.

im going to hit my boyfriend in the head with a shovel if he doesnt stop being a douche bag.

and then i plan on beating his ex girlfriend with the shovel.

and then i plan on....going to jail for crimes of passion,

blah.
not passion
i just dont like that dumb wench.

its called a crush because the second you realize its over your insides feel crushed beyond any hope of repair.

my stomach is failing me and im very sure im going throw up every organ in my body.

happy fourth of july world.

i like blue nail polish.

and ive got green eyes now.

HA.

i.am.going.to.first.thursday. this. time.

I PROMISE.
drag me out of my hous eif i dont.
beat me with a stick!!!!

now, this might be just my own little weird mind that thinks so, but ( Read more... )

ive come to the recent conclusion that all my so called "friends" are nothing but two faced liars.

well not all my friends.
just the ones i considered family.

eh.

oh well. I have lovely REAL friends still anyways.
so it dont bother me none = ]

!!!!!!

= ]

= ] !!!!!!!!!!!!!

Gabes coming back to town.

next weekend.

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fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuck.

FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!