This year I am resolving to do the following ( Read more... )

Thanks to those of you that wished me luck in the hospital. I've been released and I've got new prescriptions and contact info for medical doctors & a different facility to get out-patient psych treatment from. Apparently a lot of people have switched over to this place from Park Center and are much happier there so that's a good sign I think ( Read more... )

Has it really been that long? An entire decade without you? I don't think I'm ready to accept the reality of it. I don't know how to say goodbye. I don't know if I ever will. I don't want to. Even after ten years I still don't want to say goodbye. I'm sorry. I'm trying, Sasha. I'm still trying but you know how I am. heh ( Read more... )

The last time I didn't post on LJ for two months it was because I didn't have internet access. Very much has not been the case. I've just been extraordinarily apathetic about everything. Not doing well at all and struggling to pull myself out of it. I'm contemplating going into the hospital when this semester is over that's how bad I've gotten ( Read more... )

So I'm doing my math homework, okay? I'm also listening to music, checking FB & LJ, eating, and periodically checking the time so I'm just slightly distracted ( Read more... )

It's so weird to not be posting on LJ constantly. I really need to stop letting the instant gratification of FB steal me away.

So, really quick update because I have to get ready for school:

+ Worked things out with Heather and I am extremely relieved.

+ Saw my brother Dave for the first time in over a year and he actually wasn't a giant tool. ( Read more... )

Drama. Drama. Drama. Am I right ( Read more... )

Aside from a very brief nap last night around 7pm until like 10pm, I've pretty much been awake and just kinda "blah"-ing my way through the last 2-and-a-half days. I need to power through the remaining couple of days of my summer courses and then really try to find it in me to get... anything done. Anything ( Read more... )

What in sweet holy hell was I just dreaming ( Read more... )

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