I have graduated. I am living in an apartment on the northside of indy with Natalie. All is well in the world.

Real updates to come...i thought i'd ease myself back into the world with this small posting.

Some nights i just want to cry myself to sleep. Now, normally, i'd know why...but tonight, i really just want to cry for no reason that is immediately apparent to me ( Read more... )

Sometimes i am just completely and utterly rediculous. Ooh well....

I almost felt like i had a pack again....almost....

It is so great when you decide to skip class (after emailing in your homework, of course) and then later get an email from someone in the class telling you that the professor ended up cancelling class because she had a headache!

i'm so happy i could spit!

walking home late at night is the worst for the flashbacks. i'm not sure why, considering it happened inside in the early evening....but i've started getting really uncomfortable walking by myself at night--crazy, i know.

Sometimes it is so hard to turn your back and walk away. There is no getting around it, though: you have to do it or risk hurting and ruining everything for everyone.

It is a good thing that i've become very good at hurting myself without others knowing it.

See them run, see them flee ( Read more... )

I had a good day today. Last night i finally exhausted my emotional reserves and now i am once again at a normal, settled place. It is much happier here than in that place where i have feelings and admit that my life has been uber-shitty ( Read more... )

You Owe Me Nothing In Return ( Read more... )