why is it that I give I all that I am and get nothing but hardship and sorrows .well last night was my first night and today is going to be my first day .I am going to hate sleeping alone from now on I think I am actually going to hate just about everything that I have to do alone .Fuck fuck fuck .well I guess I should go make up my bed and get in ( Read more... )

I am in a very bad place emotionally and I am just hoping I can find away to get though it without falling apart completely.Any good advice would be great

holy mother Fucker last night turned into the worst night I could have imagined .You know things were not going very goood for me then I found out that things were much worse then I thought I had a feeling there was something more then I was seeing ,Well I was right I am pretty good with being able to tell if there is strage beiing hidden I guess I ( Read more... )

well I am now 24 years of age and I think I pretty much hate what my life cycle seems to be .I am not currently happy I am actually not feeeling good at all my mood is basically like my pic .I Just can't seem to keep things going right in my life I am told that its not my Fualt butg I know the reality is that I am just not good enough .I can't seem ( Read more... )

Huh. What to do I am very content at the moment I have had some good things happening for me I have a new job ste up I have not started yet I go and fill out all my paper work on the 6th . I am very Happy with the way things have been between Crystal and I I love her so much and She has been so good to me and She has been so thoughtful about ( Read more... )

Well as usual my life goes up and down right now it's been going up again I had an awesome time last night hung out with some very kind people and I had alot of fun and for once I wasn't drunk or on anything it was a nice change and today I had an interview.wow that was a long sentance!Anyhow I know that in the end I am fucked i meanI know in the ( Read more... )

hey Life is short and I'm running out of time here! I just got a new E-mail address set up. So could someone please send me a freakin E-mail so I can pretend like I needed it. thank you

Sorry for trying to live.Sorry for wanting to do more then just survive.Sorry I let you down .Sorry I can't get it right sorry I fell in love again. I am Sorry I have to say sorry so much. I am sorry foreverything I have done wrong . Damn life is hard sometimes. I have so many thoughts I wish I could share.I wish I was a better friend I wish I more ( Read more... )

Hey, Everything is wonderful .Life is so beautiful! I love when everything falls apart right at the exact moment you want it the least . Its so nice to lose everything you gain at the same time then it makes it easier to recognize that you still amount to nothing. I hate the cloud over head it just never seems to clear up for very long. well I've ( Read more... )

I hate the world Ive been bound to nothing can hold me here but lies and misdirected truths , what kind of a fool can believe in this who do you think you are to tear my heart to pieces . why is anyone better then nothing I have held on to nothing for far too long hoping for something I can never have. Hate me for how much I wasted thinking I ( Read more... )