Nothing brings me crashing back to reality like when I visit my parents' RV in Tallahassee. I wonder how I'll feel once I get back to Pembroke Pines this week.

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I'm kind of scared.

Growing up in a heavily metropolitan area it seemed people were always coming in and out of my life every year. My best friend of one year would disappear and I would be left to find another. It almost became clockwork for me. When I was really young it was painful to see my friends move away, but over time I began to face it with little ( Read more... )

For years I tried so hard to come up with any and every excuse not to be home for more than just Thanksgiving Day, and now I wish that for the past 4 years I'd stayed. With my parents living 4 hours away north, hardly making enough money to even just eat, and in a small, cramped RV I've never felt so sorry about it. And yet still, knowing that ( Read more... )

Sometimes life makes you have to decide who's side you're going to fight for. You may not know who's wrong or right, and you'll definitely not know what may possibly be the better sacrifice if the choice is needed. Unfortunately we can't always have the cake and eat it too. I live a life based on honesty. If asked how I feel about something, I ( Read more... )

People are not always who they appear to be. If the internet has taught us anything over the past couple decades it's that it's quite easy to pretend to be someone you're not, and as long as you play your cards right, no one will ever catch you ( Read more... )

Good News: Dad now has a job ( Read more... )

Job hunting sux so I am going home for the week. So I need phone calls (or phone numbers to call...) and some chill time. This may very well be the last time I go down to south Florida for years so I wish to see everyone! Folks are leavin' for the north and I have school in Tampa.

Much love all! <3

Nothing makes me laugh more than reading my old entries in this thing. The internet has made things so crazy convenient; if this were a physical, pen and paper, journal I'd have thrown it away years ago, but it's kinda fun to reflect on who I was in high school and who I am now. Things have changed so much, and I can only hope that they have been ( Read more... )

I've been thinking more often that maybe I just made a big mistake.

I am now officially staying at UT for another year.

I hope I'm not making the wrong decision...