im in love...

with a 5 yr old mini doberman pincher named baily. he is the cutest lil dog ever and i normally hate little dogs but this one i love. he slept all curled up next to me last night and i really wish he was my own dog. if i end up moving out to queens in september im totally getting a dog.

i did maybe 2 hours of real work at work today. the rest of the time i played with photoshop and looked for new jobs ( Read more... )

at 10:21pm the funk is finally gone. tomorrow i am gonna start swimming again. its the absolute best way to clear my mind. i will be a better friend. i will write letters like i used to and be thoughtful as much as possible. i will be a better worker. i will be better to my body and not treat it like crap. it will payoff. i will enjoy the last ( Read more... )

rufus wainwright and ben folds were awesome. although now im thoroughly depressed about love and life ( Read more... )

"dont start with the 'i love you routine'. my soul just got back from the cleaners. ive been working at it, and ive been getting stronger. for me its always been about being able to take the pain. the more i can take, the safer i feel. i sit alone for hours getting used to nothing. i have nothing to prove to them. i represent nothing. finally. i ( Read more... )

Dgraz11: there aren't 2 pornstars on my bed with a case of beer
Dgraz11: so your idea is flawed

haha awesome.

gave blood today. saw dodgeball with atom. it was also payday which is amazing! tomorrow is work and then headed to sacred tattoo to get some new pretty tats. :)

this week is turning into serious awesomeness.

had an excellent time at RBF last night. got a little too drunk and didnt feel so awesome this morning, but everything heals in time. gwynne and i were definately some of the oldest ppl at the show and in an attempt to figure out how old kids really were, i ended up scaring one and he ran away from me. 5 beers later i fell on my ass while skanking ( Read more... )

so...my best friend is moving to turkmenistan for two years. congrats lady! this is gonna be a weird two years of letter writing. i take it for granted how close she has always been and how she is always a phonecall away ( Read more... )

why am i so fucking uncomfortable? i really hate it ( Read more... )

so after feeling like shit this morning, the day quickly picked up and now i am excited, very excited. why you ask? well...i was just informed that there is a position open at VH1 Save the Music, ie MY DREAM JOB, and my boss at Marsteller was the one to tell me which is awesome b/c its nice to know that she rationalizes me looking for other jobs as ( Read more... )