attention friends:

i am bored out of my mind. please come visit me in nyc.

things that may make you want to visit me:
-booze
-ted leo on june 25th at the seaport
-the aquabats on june 18th, if i dont go to boston
-awesome vegan/veggie food all around my neighborhood
-most bars in my neighborhood dont card
-i am cute and lonely

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i traded an 8th floor window for a second floor one of the woods and then i traded again for a 12th floor view of the brooklyn bridge.

id trade all 3 for a view of a brick wall out your window.

the city has a way of making me feel miniscule and alone.

they said i was trading up, but i say its more side-stepping...

D1RTY H1PP1E: meg in a cubicle just doesn't seem right
buela49: i feel very much like superman
buela49: dressed in suits with glasses in my cubicle
buela49: and then i come home and put on my joy division shirt and dickies
D1RTY H1PP1E: haha

so its a distinct possibility that i got drunk on jack and cokes, charged my bar bill to clear channel and then licked one of the djs and it made the freakin' website for the station. well i suppose i went out in style. maybe not good style but my own unique one.


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i havent slept in my bed in over a week...

im pretty okay with it though.