i decided ill let you stay.

lying in darkness
my head was saying it will never work
in that instant you quoted lifetime lyrics

i was blown away
and still am

i cant believe you even know that song
or cared to share it with me

...its so much easier to be tough than vulnerable.

...and i hate that you found me out.


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i feel like complete shit right now. overtired, confused, guilty, and the desperate need to be alone ( Read more... )

yesterday was BY FAR one of the craziest and funnest days of my life. bat races, softball, keg stands, and of course a huge mud fight. we are all disgusting individuals, but i havent had that much fun in forever. i threw out my shoulder first time at bat and fell to the ground sobbing. luckily i was already drunk when this happened so it eased the ( Read more... )

a year ago i never would have imagined my life being like this...dave has told me ive become an adult and i kind of have to agree. im moving on physically and emotionally in a matter of weeks. im taking on a new city, a new job, and a possible new romance. i really never had this pictured a year ago, everything looked much different. for the first ( Read more... )

drove to providence and boston last night. saw some great old friends, that i fear i will not see again for quite some time. ducky boys were better than i remember. good times. slept right on sarahs floor with a blanket and pillow. got back to my folks house at 2pm today and i am leaving in about 1/2 hour to go up to hartford/new haven for the ( Read more... )

melissa penn is not only the greatest ex-roomate ever, but she is one of the best people on the planet. i am fortunate to have her in my life.

my heart and head feel better thanks to you.

i really love you so much.

...for other people i love, i will be in boston tomorrow for the night. please come collect your hugs.

meg is pregnant ( Read more... )

so much has changed in the past 5 days. im growing up, getting an adult job, moving away again ( Read more... )

im moving...

my new address as of may 30th is:

129 3rd Ave
New York, NY

little girl, big city, please visit....