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Wow... I didnt think going back to the way i was, was going to be hard! wow this stupid conscience thing! ooh..It takes so much out of me! i dont like worying about being better..since i am.. RIGHT? it takes alot out of me and i dont think i can be drained anymore.... oooh.. how i would just love to get rid of this! i'm talking to alot of people.. ( Read more... )

A song i'm listening to.. and it made me sad.. but it was like.. i dont know.. i thought about you.. i hope you dont get mad! i love you ( Read more... )

I don't even know why i would even think of this song for him.. i dont even know him that well but these are the words. BEFORE THE DAWN ( Read more... )

Please, please forgive me, but i wont be home again. Maybe someday you'll look up, and barely concioncous you'll say to no one "Isn't something missing ( Read more... )

I cant believe how sexy i am. i got hit on by this hot guy at the bookstore. I liked it alot! wow.. i'm sexy again. I"m so happy that I am. I'm talking to some friends on the phone right now. Sarah talking about how i dont like her anymore or something! haha and mY Honey... hehe
I love you baby!

Ang

I've been sick all day, yesterday and all last week. Its been great! I think its just my stupid feelings leaving me. OH WELL. I'm glad to be myself again. (or i think its myself cuz i'm so use to it) Well to my boring life. I have no one. well i'm dating this guy Andrew. I love him. The way he talks to me, i love it. sometimes it gets annoying, ( Read more... )

I was looking at myself in the mirror today. and i thought to myself "oh i'm hot" and there for i am. I'm so damn sexy. I love myself and no one can stop that. I'm over all this bull shit. being depressed is dumb. I'm moving forward. and i am wanted. I'm sexy and wanted. U love me and i love me. Everyone does. well have a good day. i will. cuz my ( Read more... )

"they will never see, i'll never be." My world has vanished and now taking its toll and its not very pretty. I'm now ugly and now very nice to people. I want to just say that i'm building a new little world for me. which is twice as scary as the first. i hope i get use to it. Its gonna suck. As of now i'm turned. I'll be hot again. and i'll be mean ( Read more... )

"I've been looking in the mirror for so long, That i've come to beleve that my soul is innocent. All the little pieces falling, shattered. Shards of me, to sharp to put back together. To small to matter. but big enough to cut me into so many little pieces, if i tried to touch him. and i bleed, I bleed. and i breath, i breath no more. i take a ( Read more... )