I don't even know where to begin. I've met someone. but now i guess it will never happen. My life is so. Pointless. The stuff that i've always wanted, i tought i never had. I craved the attention. I wanted everyone to like me, WANT me. I tryed so hard. And guess what? it did happen. i lost it all. i guess i just got addicted to it all. Now i've ( Read more... )

Ok... I'm all like popular in my own little world. but why not in the REAL one? i dont know what to do anymore, but i can say this... I LOVE "..." its nice to know if you were me. anyways i'm sitting here in my class doing nothing, i'm all done with my homework and studying and classwork. so i decided to go onto here. i hate being ugly, today i ( Read more... )

On Saturday night i went to The new Hamburger Marys with Ashley and Alex. I saw my X.. well it was more like friends with benifits.. (for me anyways) we met when i was 15 and he was 18. He was so cute. i liked him.. kinda.. and after a while i stopped calling him.. and then he stoped calling me.. after trying everyday like 5 times a day. he finally ( Read more... )

Tell me everthing you think about me.. in my comments.. thanks! i just want to know the truth about what other people think about me.. well anyways my dads are like numbered.. It feels like i'm counting down..... Soph. year it was like 10.. Ten as in Great, everything going good. then as the time went by it passed fast 10...9...8....7.....6....5 ( Read more... )

My day started all right.. i saw mike in the morning and then went to my zero hour class. There is something about him.. that i don't know yet... i'll find out sooner or later! I saw ashley! i'm so happy that i'm her friend. I love her so much. I talked to sarah today too. She is a Strong, sympathetic person. (sympathetic as in talking to me cuz i' ( Read more... )

I'm sitting here in my typing class.. typing, i guess thats fun. i dont know what you think fun is tho.. My x Mike WAS friends with this guy in my class right now.. and i asked him "were you friends with mike?" and he's all like "yeah, back in like 6th grade!" i'm like ok... i was just wondering.. i wonder what mike did to him to make him like.. ( Read more... )

I wake up this morning and think... "i'm sexy, lets dress sexy" so then i get all ready for mike, which decides his car dosen't start. oh well! anyways i'm stuck at home and ashley calls and says "I can give you a ride if you need one" so i jump on that offer! so i get to school, sit at the lunch table and think to myself "what to do today? SEX? ( Read more... )

i am now dating someone! wow... i thought i would never date again! i'm so happy now!

x. Who are you ( Read more... )

I dont know what to do. I'm going crazy. I want to change myself for others, but not for myself.... i want to Be Myself, but what is myself? I have been asking myself that for years. So i'm going to wake up tommorrow and say to myself "do what i want, be who i want to be" and then maybe i'll find out. My real goal is to 'make an entrance' My life ( Read more... )