1) I tear my heart open. I sew myself shut. My weakness is that I care too much and our scars remind us that the past is real. I tear my heart open just to feel ( Read more... )

There's an artist, Nathalia Edenmont, who kills cats, mice, doves, rabbits, and other animals, mutilates their bodies, and then takes their photographs. She's on exhibit, among other places, at the Wetterling Gallery in Sweden. She has taken the top halves of five white mice and made them into finger puppets. She beat a cat to death with a stick. ( Read more... )

So I got my wisdom teeth pulled yesterday. I only have two and they had to be sugically removed since they were under the skin and had no roots. I am still trying to think of a time where i was in more physical pain, and there isnt one so far that comes to mind and pain like that would stick in your mind. They gave me codine when I told them it ( Read more... )

1.i always have to be number one ( Read more... )

Ugh why does everything seem to be going wrong this week. I mean there have been alot of good things and most of the bad shit that happened on Sunday has patched itself up. My mom and I talked it over, there are still about 20 ppl going to the party and the ppl in Irvine have 4 ppl as possible rides, but they are all BIG maybes but its good enough ( Read more... )

ok so shit hit the fan today. My party is going to the shitter. Every year I try to get something together for my birthday, and thats bad enough. I have to tell ppl that I will pay for everything myself (gas, food, drinks, a place, my own presents etc) just to have them come. Then last minute they bail for some stupid shit that some how means more ( Read more... )

Have you ever had to hide every emotion deep inside you cuz you had no one to tell that you think would help or understand? Have you ever felt such pain from someone that when u tried to fully love again you found yourself unable in every way possible? You knew you loved this person, but your heart wouldnt allow u to love, to believe in love, ever ( Read more... )

Well I went to Mandy's going away party on Saturday with Erick and Darrious. Mandy spent the whole night with Chris, which sucks. She is leaving for Virginia and I will never see her again and she spent no time with us. She even left with him to a hotel the whole night. I want to be mad at her so much but damn it I can't. Either way I had fun, til ( Read more... )

Here are some ppl ( Read more... )