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[ddaannii]

recently i've been thinking about taking a medical leave because i don't know if i can handle school right now.  i wonder if i could get a real job and get into an advertising firm now and just not finish school.  i think i would enjoy that more and maybe be a bit happier.... though, i don't know if work would understand why i can't get out of bed

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[crooked_spin]

for me personally school was so much better than the work world, even though im not sure i realized it fully then. i have become much more depressed now that im out of school, although i think this has a lot to do with the fact that i live at home and have a shitty paying job.

[ddaannii]

indeed. i realized why i've been having such a hard time but now i have to clean up the mess of 3+ weeks of not going to class and missing everything... which is just adding to my anxiety. i love it here, but right now i'm having a hard time. i don't go out, i can't drink anymore because of my medicine. every chance i get i come home to cook at your house-- because that's where i;m the happiest really