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i just found stretchmarks on my hip and i think i'm going to throw up.

i have no money.  it's awful.  it has been awful.  I plan to do something about it.
My choices:
a) Go back to Ann Taylor Loft.  Hide my feet tattoos, put clear holders in my nose piercings ($40?).
b) Go apply to Starbucks.  Put clear holders in my nose piercings, get dirty, free coffee. And tips!
c) Go apply to either, or both, of the Bakeries in town.

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i've officially stopped drinking.  i had slowed down to the point where i haven't drank except for at dinner once and a while, and a shot randomly.  but, i'm making it official.  I feel like shit when i drink, my medicine interacts and makes me feel worse... and I really don't need to feel worse these days.  I don't miss it.  I really don't.  I'm ( Read more... )

recently i've been thinking about taking a medical leave because i don't know if i can handle school right now.  i wonder if i could get a real job and get into an advertising firm now and just not finish school.  i think i would enjoy that more and maybe be a bit happier.... though, i don't know if work would understand why i can't get out of bed ( Read more... )

beloved zombie prom is tomorrow and in preparation i did some test-run make up.  this day is serious, as serious as eating brains for dinner.


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dana just walked in with a dead serious, sullen face and stared at me...  she told me she got a package at home today, from Queens College.  She got into the Education program-- which means she'd be leaving me and we wouldnt be living together next year.  Then she told me the "doctor's appointment" she went to the other week was an audition... and ( Read more... )

all i do is watch mad men, so why not bring livejournal back to life?
you may thank lena for bringing me back.