I saw it. I saw the bush. No turning back. Thank you for your help--the redheads especially. I couldn't have realized it without your guidance.

I saw it. This Sunday I saw it. This Sunday I finally let myself see it.

No turning back.

He tried to kiss me. He tried to kiss me. He tried to kiss me. He tried to kiss me. He tried to kiss me. He tried to kiss me. He tried to kiss me. He tried to kiss me. He tried to kiss me. He tried to kiss me. He tried to kiss me. He tried to kiss me.

I spilled all over the floor
Blood seeping quickly from my body
Letting them ask the questions
Surprised they didn't already know the answers

So much has happened this week. I don't even know who I am anymore. There's a boy. There's a boy who felt me up in Cobb in December. Tonight I had to yell at him. Then when we met at Reynold's Club tonight he told me he was sorry for everything he had done and that he wanted us to be on good terms. Then, at the Shoreland he stood behind me ( Read more... )

Today was a good day. I got my schedule from hell changed into a schedule I think I can handle. I was able to convince the woman in charge of the theater to let my production practice in the space before opening night. When I spoke with her before break she seemed to think the idea was silly. "Why would you need to do that ( Read more... )

I'm disappointed about the Machholz comet. I thought I'd really get to see it out at the farm, but it was freaking overcast those nights. We only got to see it once-in the church parking lot right after the midnight service. It's too bad it wasn't in the western sky ( Read more... )

"Who am I? Somebody just tell me that much ( Read more... )

So I'm twenty. More than that, I'm in my twenties. Can I still idolize Daria? Can I still watch Freddie Prinze Jr. movies? My friend Drew offered to hold a ceremony for me to delete "Teenage Dirtbag" and "Teenage Lobotomy" from my computer. I don't think I have the heart to do it. The birthday on the home front kinda sucked. Jack had things ( Read more... )

I love you guys. You know who you are. I really love you, and thank you.

All I want to do right now is sleep. It's not coming. The sandman is one heartless bastard. So, uh, since I can't sleep this is what I've come up with ( Read more... )