I realize you don't want me in your life,
That is quite plain to see.
But must you show up in my dreams,
Just to torture me...

I feel like I'm missing a piece of my heart,
that once long ago, you were so much a part.
And now, it's that this huge piece of me,
Is so far gone, like it's lost at sea...

I have said I can see the truth, it's so clear,
Doesn't ( Read more... )

Last night i dreamt i was going to apply for my masters degree, but i was interning at a random company that was doing art and gym projects and had learning stuff for small children. Maybe it was an office to make cirriculum for elementary grades. Any way... Heath was working there, he showed me how to walk to my car the first day, out down a ( Read more... )

So it’s a national emergency right now and I don’t really know what to think. I don’t know how nervous to be because no one knows how long this is going to last ( Read more... )

Where did I leave off?  I couldn't even tell you.  Watching time fly before my eyes is crazy.  It seems like yesterday my niece was born.  Now she's almost 8 months.  Watching her grow up and learn new things each day is incredible.  I love her so much, i didn't think I had that much love in my heart, but she steals your heart every time she smiles ( Read more... )

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Today.. I woke up extremely late because i can't sleep until 3am now.. i'm an extreme night owl when I don't work.  Then got dressed and went to Harvard to study.  Jonnie made me a bomb salad and gave me chicken noodle soup as well.  :-)  Then we left and went to the Wine and Cheese store which was awesome!  Then to family dollar so I could buy two ( Read more... )

Today was good.. i woke up late because I didn't sleep well last night.  Then I studied a bit.  Then went to Tina's house to see Emily!  She was more adorable than ever.. we hung out and played on the rug.  And she sat on my lap for a long time.  and I got to cook with Tina!  First, Jonnie and I cooked noodles.  And then Tina and I cooked lemon ( Read more... )

but ended fine.  Woke up at 6am and couldn't fall back to sleep until 11am.  I had a headache and have been feeling nauseous the past 2-3 days.  ate rice crackers for breakfast, and took 2 advil and finally felt at peace.. Woke up at 12:30pm and moved from the couch to bed for nap part 2.  Magically woke up at 2pm and got ready really quick because ( Read more... )

So, i'm still home with a sprained foot.  it's been almost a week since we got back from Mexico.  Damn, it doesn't feel like that long.  I realized that even though I long so badly for free time, I don't really get much done when I have the time.  I'm out of work for a month and there's only like 9 days left.  I have actually studied a lot of ( Read more... )

Journal, you are not going to believe this.. but i snapped my ankle last saturday and will not be running the half marathon with Katie. I feel so bad its unreal. For some reason i was not meant to do this half marathon.. kept getting hurt.. the problem is that i'm going to be on crutches the whole vacation.. i feel bad for jonnie because he is ( Read more... )