today so far has been a pretty sullen day....things seem to be slipping away....each day going by faster and each day of my life spent wondering what the next day will bring ( Read more... )

Te fair was pretty good wasnt as fun as it once was.....Amanda seems to blame chris not talking to her on me when i dont have anything to do with it...you need to undersatnd Amanda that the reason chris doesnt like you is our fault adn your fault only you did it you treated himlike shit and then lied about him to everyone...but stop blaming thing ( Read more... )

well today i have realized that i may be a burden to chris...i mean i dont try to be but talking to him today i realized how much stress he is actually under and i cant help feeling pertially responsible...how easy is it to have a job go to school and still have time to do all your work adn tend to a girlfriend...i dont think it is that easy and ( Read more... )

there are some points in time where i just wanna break down and cry ( Read more... )

well i went to the doctors today for a physical and i got to stay homw its pretty sweet i dont haev to soa anything today ( Read more... )

well today was kinda boring didnt really do much of anything....chris picked me up from school and then i went to clean a horse stable...yay...except not really ( Read more... )

well today i did not a lot of anything actuallyim babysitting at my aunts house...its boring here...chris is working all day -pouts- but he is gunna come and get me when he gets out to bring me home ( Read more... )

today my mom told me she really wanted me and chris to get married ( Read more... )

today was a long day i kinda hada pretty bad day excpet for after school but the wait for chris was kinda blah ( Read more... )

well today was fun....me jessye chris and scott went to see resident evil it is good ( Read more... )