how can one hate oneself yet love another so much more then imagined ( Read more... )

well as peolple peobly know my life is a little chaotic..well heres the thing i dont wanna talk about it so dont ask questions dont make assumptions none of you know what happened no one will understand and the bottom line is it really isnt anyones business ( Read more... )

i havent written in a while...i dunno there has been a lot of thinking that had to be done adn a lot of just relaxing and calming myself ( Read more... )

i guess im gunna join the crowd and out this crazy thingy in my lj and seeing how i said that i would in some other peoples i realized i had an obligation and it will be fun to read these at some point ( Read more... )

welp...my birthday was yesterday...i had a nice day christopher bought Green Day tickets...i love him he is wonderful...although i wish he hadnt spent so much moneyon me ( Read more... )

well today was adventurous i guess. i didnt go to school my back was killing me this morning and it isnt like i really wanted to go anyways.....went grocery shopping with my mom and we also went to this cool dollar store place that had all this cool shit it was exciting ( Read more... )

its been a long day.....im in a really bad mood i guesstoday didnt seem to go as well as i wouldhave liked ( Read more... )

Linda's memorial was beautiful ( Read more... )

looking at myself a a whole i realize that i have chaged...for the most part for the good...i dont let people walk all over me anymore and i try not to let people get under my skin although i cannot lie there are those select few who make me want to vomit all over myself ( Read more... )

blah...today was ok...things are alright...havent been spending as much time with chris as i would like but it will eventually get better ( Read more... )