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some moments from the past ( Read more... )

I've spent the past few hours reading through my journal, and it's odd - i think, in my search for the perfect phrase or word sometimes i've sugarcoated, indulged in nostalgia. and it's interesting to notice that tendency in myself often (now that I see it concretely). i wonder if this is a good or a bad thing. or some odd combination/different ( Read more... )

earl grey in the morning, and incomplete success with eye licking (tongue jabbing, really), and super silliness, and sleepins, and gelato on st kilda beach with amazing air and red suspended stockings, and interest-in-people. i'm sorry that i bit your nipple too hard. somewhere between i-like-you grins and squinty-eyes-of-doom.

the wine won't go down ( Read more... )

wide eyed to prevent tears

feel clawing at edges and

breathing hyper

stress

*breathes*

intensity, much?

The problem with liquor stores, is that apart from certain (overpriced) ones in the CBD they keep regular hours. This necessitates needing to know that you'd want to drink yourself into oblivion at least six hours in advance.
Fuck.

Knowing that it's impossible is sort of a relief. And she figured out my tendency to overanalyse. And I wish she would stop being so irresistible and flirtatious, when I know now it's not an open relationship, and there's love there. Next time we fight I'll stay on top, whatever the cost to my stockings. Then flashbacks to hands above her head held ( Read more... )

I spent all of today at Wholefoods, surrounded by folks organising Students of Sustainability (week-long camping enviro conference). We'd stayed in Wholefoods the night before, til late, eating roasted chestnuts and talking. Then we went out dumpstering, which was fun except for when a scary power-hungry security guard surprised us! It's craaazy ( Read more... )

At a feminist conference in Brisbane - overwhelmed by awesome dyke hair. Recently sporting a shaved side of head (prompted by tequila and mohawked friends' bathrooms, but happily appreciated nearly constantly). It feels so amazing, and makes these tiny high pitched clinkely sort of sounds when you brush it with your fingers ( Read more... )