lizzy is crazy

jhjhugghvlkol hey time warp go out side

wow, my's peeps are creze..

Numbness, it's a type of pain in my mind, not being able to feel anything, not being able to care that you just "pulled a bitch moneuver" on one of your best friends, or the fact that you're whole world is out of controle and you still don't care. It's not fair, my life is a mixture of numbness and depression, but the numbness of it all blurs the ( Read more... )

Friday was horible, It was the wors high of my life, I couldnt tell what was reality and what wasnt. I think it was Chris's Aunties Brownies. He told me " eat really slowly and take small bites", I did, but I guess not at well as I thought. I mean, being able to exscape reality sounds awsome, and I had been trying to do it all month considering my ( Read more... )

he he he, Josh is getting braces... *ponder ponder* (josh, the one that Lizzy and I met from Windsor) yay, thats so fucking awsome!

Well, to those of you who do'nt know, I stopped smoking weed, I am no longer in the "stoner" catagory, although it may take me a while to shake that off my tail.  -moving on-

The first day of school was interesting, seeing everyone and finding classes,getting books, finding the right seat, finding friends, and so on. I think I got about a million ( Read more... )

I got's me a new lap top computer! YAY FOR ME!  and I didnt even buy it, mother got it for me with the hope that I will uphold our deal which is that I get all C's or above with the exception on one D that I have to make up.

Ohhh and I also got the new CKY CD, Im super happy right now, I LoooooVe CKY.

arg, mother is coming today, she should be here somtime within the hour... Prey for me and the little sanity that I Have left

Why is it that Auntie and Gram both tell me to "not hold things in, its bad for you" and yet they tell me to not even bother with telling mother what day I NEED! to be back home and what day that I want to be back. Thats like a fucking oxymoron! what the hell. I Fucking want to go home damn it ( Read more... )

arg, my journal wont go to rich text mode, its all stupid. I think its because it' an old computer. Gram needs to hook up her new motem, not like its any better, but never the less it should work at at least a little more effencient SP? I hate the fact that my spelling is absolutly horible. It makes me seem un-educated and feel stupid. oh well ( Read more... )

why is it that everything in life is complicated? Even the littlest things turn out to be the most complex? Well I'm off to go get another journal I'll post the URL when Im done...