I shot every wolf dead at my door
through my cabin window
looked
to find they had no claws
I held myself dead at the helm
the magnitude of the
problems held
strap us down
to kill our starts
and birth our ends
bearing gifts
of
no forgiveness
listless upsets
ruthless suspects
usually droneless
and bore detals
dealt with
in the pit of my stomach

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I know the ocean speaks
I've heard her call to me
And smiling she whispers this:
"Can you see the sky turn red?
As morning light breaks over me
Know tonight we'll make our bed
At the bottom of the sea"
I can see the sky turn red
Like blood it colors over me
Soon you'll see
She'll give up her dead
We'll raise an empire
from the bottom of the sea

Every now and then there are those pinnacles of understanding that peak the mount in your weeks adventure. I can't say that I understand myself better than the next 20 something but I can say that things get clearer...even though nothing ever changes. I started thinking about what it is to be a livingbreathinghuman latley and how it isn't at all as ( Read more... )

I've rediscovered the wonders of vinyls... I opened my closet the other day and pulled all my records out. I have them lined up in my cabinet now. Chicago, Boston, Kiss, Iron Maiden, Aerosmith, Led Zeppllin, Accept, Hendrix, Stevie Wonder, Beatles, Wasp, Twisted Sister, U2, Queen, Queensryche, Grateful Dead, Ozzy, Elton John, Styx, Derick and the ( Read more... )

went to stats yesterday......ok......test? so I miss like three question in a two part six and my proffessor says "Well first part is four points and second part is ten...you do the math" and i think to my self..."this corny motherfucker really expects me to do the math? fuck the math statistics is a new breed of hatred." and so i went home and ( Read more... )

I went to buy a book today at CSI with mike and realized that everyone is FUCKING RETARTED. Get off the streets you mutants, go find shelter you bottom feeders, get my coffee right you acne swollen nerds, get a job you IP fuck face chicken headed duffs, leave me alone you dicks who NEVER pay any attention in class. All of you are shitheaded pig ( Read more... )

EVERYBODY WILL UNDERSTAND...
NOTHING EVER CHANGES AS WE ALL GET OLDER

Well i finally hsve wireless internet on the god damned laptop. I can check stupid sites from any location in the house now. I've decided to keep a couch log of the next six weeks in my livejournal because I have no work due to my harrowing disability. So until March 28th i'll be watching soaps with grandma and lisstening to music ( Read more... )

i played football last sunday against semi proffesional republican players and stuffed this kid in one play... then i went to deflect the ball and was sandwhiched between two gigantic italians...yuck...i then proceeded to get my fuckin collar bone broken. six days later its puffed out and stings like a bitch, i've taken the last of my perkicet. the ( Read more... )