My Mental health = 1/
Amount of time i see her

I'm feeling really shit over the past few days, partly from exams mostly from wishing i was dead or just anywhere but here. My head hurts almost all of the time now, i just wish all the pain would go away.

This morning i dreamt i just held you in my arms and it was all okay again. Wishful thinking i guess. They say there are two kinds of love, one where you laugh alot and feel really comfortable and another where you cry alot and feel really alive. Not as simple as that but pretty accurate as far as putting things into black and white categories goes

You get to a stage were you stop caring about yourself or anyone else. Bruises and bumps don't hurt because you can't feel anything. The world flows around but not through you each day, always one level removed from what's going on. May as well try and catch sunlight or roll up your shadow ( Read more... )

Confused......not because i still fell hurt but why do i still want to help, what am i trying to atone for? I know i've done something wrong yet i have no idea what. Because its a rule, you never ever walk away from a friend - even temporarily - no matter what they have done to you. Thats just the way it is. Are you even a friend anymore? does ( Read more... )

ongratulations - not only has your application to Camp America been successful, but we also consider your application strong enough to guarantee a placement for you this summer ( Read more... )

How can you do it man? After all you've suffered, all you've seen. How can you do it to a friend?

It hurts a bit less every day but it still hurts. I think about all the possibilities, all the good that could have come from it and then i think about reality. That all i wanted to do was gain some equality and all i created was conflict which drove you a little further away each time. Im sorry i got weak on you, sorry i couldn't be there at all ( Read more... )

On the 23rd of June all personnel lost in the central quadrant during redeployment were declared KIA and all search parties disbanded and reassigned. Therefore it came as quite a shock when he turned two months later marching two dozen bedraggled men into the outpost at Cleavedon. Gathered from the shattered remains of the units that were ( Read more... )

Im scared. Scared of going to sleep because of what might await me there.

Funny isn't it
The times you need people most
They arn't around