Why does it keep hurting
This will never happen again
I swear it

I think i've shown too much of my hand, never a wise thing in cards. Maybe not, there is always hesistation, always doubt. I've being in both places now i guess, needing and forever wanting someone to be yours but knowing they never will be and caring about someone but remaining....detached to an extent. Not that if they left it wouldn't hurt but ( Read more... )

Can't really feel anything at the moment.

I guess there is something left to say; an apology.
I've acted without maturity or consideration for anyones feelings but my own.
I was hurt but that's no excuse for returning it in kind to those you love.
I wish i could undo all the damage i've done but i know i can't.
I don't expect forgiveness but i do hope you believe me when i say i am

I dreamt of all that we could be
And all the things you wouldn't see
I made you walk away from me
I guess there's nothing left to say

Stop. I know what you are about to do ( Read more... )

Dust. Thats all that remains.
There's no-one in the rain.
No-ones coming after you and you have to accept it.

What else has been happening lately.....not much, with any luck i'll be camp americaring this summer as i finally got around to planning my summer on saturday. If it doesn't work out, there are a number of other options including working on an organic farm for a number of weeks. Always wanted to give that a go, i know it's bloody hard work but i ( Read more... )

I don't know whether im doing more harm than good or not having any affect whatsoever.

It's time to renew the world. Make it like it was in the beginning when everything was fresh and new and full of hope. Only way to do that is to go back to the world, back to the path that i was alerady following. I'm ready for it again. Maybe this time i can leave the armour behind. Maybe ( Read more... )