So I've been having trouble sleeping... I think school is really messing with my head. I sit and do nothing, completely bored, or not interested. Every class is pointless, I want to just stop coming here. I want to get out, away from my house, from this school, out of this state. I want to get away ( Read more... )

So... I went to Colorado and visited Colorado State and University of Colorado, as well as do a little skiing. Here's what I've learned from my trip ( Read more... )

So I went skiing twice this weekend and it was AWESOME! except for the whole "falling" thing, that hurt more than just my pride... but I'm just a broken person, so whatever it was still a ton of fun ^_ ( Read more... )

I love Less Than Jake ( Read more... )

I hate it. I fucking hate it. Not being able to do anything without the annoying pain in my wrists. I can't stand it. I want to do things so badly, like rock climb or throw a frisbee or karate. Just FUCK! It even hurts to type. I can't stand being so disabled. Grawr. Bad thoughts.

So this week went by in a haze, my dad's just perpetually angry with me but w/e. I'm going to the Venture crew event part time. I hope it will be fun. The holiday's gonna suck, like usual :sweat:

So... Way back 2 weekends ago, the camping trip was cold. Very very cold. But I had fun overall. I love camping. I love sitting at the top of a mountain ( Read more... )

So, I went to sleep last night at 8 after doing all sorts of relaxing things, I took a shower and shaved and washed my hair, then I jumped into a tub and laid there for a while, then I went to my room and applied moisturizer, and then I laid in bed and thought happy thoughts and I fell asleep around 8. Only to wake up at fucking 2 oclock in the ( Read more... )

So fucking tired and sick. Goddamnit. I felt so much like crap that I left karate early, which is good that I did cuz I was so exhausted. At least I made it home safely. I tried a sleeping pill, but I'm still sick so I don't know if this exhaustion is from my cold or lack of sleep. I definately woke up from a dream right before my alarm went off. I ( Read more... )

So I'm gonna talk to Mrs. Blade about my nightmares that won't stop, and then its NEW JERSEY! WHOOT! My mom's having misgivings about it but all she'll do is whine, I'll still be going. Life has been, well odd lately. Lots of tiredness, random hyper times, and yeah ( Read more... )