I have been waiting for at least 10 years to meet a half sister that I knew nothing about other than her first name and that she was born in 1985 as well. After finding out that my biological father married this girls mother, I did a little research at the court house and found their marriage application. All I needed was my sisters mothers name ( Read more... )

So I am almost done with a Bachelors and I have decided that I dont want to stop there. I no longer want to teach highschool. It was bad enough the first time around. Plus, kids that age are awful. So I have decided to apply for the 2 year masters program and just get that as well. That way I can teach college and actually enjoy my job. My ( Read more... )

Wow, its been 6 months since I have visited this site. Time has flown by. Every day feels like a minute. I am always trying to make every second count. Trying to slow down the process of my daughter getting so big. It feels like she isnt even a baby anymore, she is so independant ( Read more... )

This time next month.....I will be a mother. :)

1. My baby girl growing healthy and strong ( Read more... )

Its 1:00 a.m. I cant sleep because I am huge and cant get comfortable. Try not sleeping on your belly, it sucks. I am in pain a whole lot of the time because the baby is growing faster than my body can handle. I left class today and rushed to the doctor just to find that out. My ligaments are stretching and "yes, that can be painful". The ( Read more... )

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I L-O-V-E our house! Its beautiful and perfect. I just wish that Stella was here already.....whats taking so long?

I saw a group of kids who were emo as fuck at Jefferson Point today. It made me laugh. I'm getting old.

I absolutely love October weather here in Fort Wayne. It reminds me of the nervous walking through Lakeside Park at all hours of the day and night going to James' house last year. All we need now is more leaves on the ground. I love the fact that something as simple as weather can completely take you back to those past seasons. I swear, I step ( Read more... )