my birthday is in 19 days

fuck YAH!

So two nights ago, i saw Placebo live, and omfg best night EVER minus the few complications we had that night, but shit son that was amazing..all tho i should of wore my glasses because i didnt even get to see the beautiful Brian Molko's face ( Read more... )

havent written in here in ages... not much is new, my life is still dull as ever...Ive heard talk of my parents, they want to send me to rehab soon and they want to get me a shrink, and sadly enough a few people think the same way as my rents......hahaha who would of ever guessed i would worry my parents this badly...yes i realize ive become an ( Read more... )

i hate men i hate men i hate men i hate men i hate men i hate men i hate men i hate men i hate men i hate men i hate men i hate men i hate men i hate men i hate men i hate men i hate men i hate men i hate men i hate men i hate men i hate men i hate men i hate men i hate men i hate men i hate men i hate men i hate men i hate men i hate men i hate ( Read more... )

So my whole until weekend was a bust, all because of a fucking lie...i almost doubted myself..because i was drunk and didnt remember much but i knew i fucking knew nothing happened....so anthony's best fucking friend is the biggest loser in the whole entire world, a 26 yr old lied and said we had sex, what a fucking immature faggot...anthony came ( Read more... )

I am going to kill myself sometime this week ( Read more... )

Holy fucking shit balls, i am in la la land..I finally have met someone who can give me butterflies times a million..When he is around im smiling from ear to ear..and i know in the end i will be the one to get hurt, its always the case...This whole jumble of mess me and tony got ourselves into is crazy..Yes we both like eachother and i probably am ( Read more... )

So this weekend was fairly eventful ( Read more... )

So i am quickly falling deeply infactuated with this man...whom is 11 yrs older then me..and he definetly does not see it, or maybe he does....I don't quit know him as well as id like to, but honestly ive never been so attracted so someone in my life, and truthfully he isnt that attractive, theres just this intense vibe i get when im around him, ( Read more... )

Haven't writtin in here for a looooong while ( Read more... )