It's been awhile.
And I'm not starting now.

just in a bad mood ( Read more... )

so i go home for winter break in five days ( Read more... )

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i've got a few things to say ( Read more... )

i'm in an alright mood i suppose.
um, i actually have nothing to say.
but, whatever.
bye.

i wish i could make it a better habbit to come here when i'm feeling decent.
but, that isn't always the case.
i have no reason to be in this mood.
i just am.
i'm dying my hair today.
so, we'll see how that turns out.
bye.

so she's coming for the weekend.
we had an "eventful" week.
in terms of things happening relationship wise.
it was my fault.
i'm sorry for what i did.
some issues got resolved because of what i did.
so we're better off for it.
but it's okay because everyone reading this loves me.
...right?

i hate it when i have nightmares.
not in the traditional sense either.
more realistic than someone chasing you or falling indefinitely.
it's like everything i'm scared that will happen takes a visual form within my head.
and excuse my skill in manuvering the english language while i properly describe the feelings...
it fuckin' sucks.

good times all around.
college is fun.
i have no classes tues/thurs.
two classes mon/wed/fri.
two online classes "at students conviencence."
so, yeah.
that's good.