so lets c havent updated in a while....my bday was like 2 week s ago... got like 246 sumtin bucks and i got me a fone...i am curently at laurens house wit issac and adan doing sum project that we just finished...yesterday i did the quincenera for stephanie....alot of people went...i got these cool shirts..slayer slipknot and iron maiden...and well ( Read more... )

so i havent updated in a while cause my computer is a piece of shit. im in the library rihgt know.... heres a little sometihing about the past...been rejected twice andone girl still talks to me while the other tries as hard as she can to get away from me...i ran into a dor last nite while talking to monique for like an hour....the little evil ( Read more... )

.....we dont rebel to sell it just suits us well, were the bright young things......i wanna hang all you cattle with your velvet ropes, motherfuckers step and get into an orderly line, ill show you how to make a muscle takes less strenght grin than it does to spit on all you papparazi nazis yeah....i cant stand my laughter as they cry, my soul ( Read more... )

so lets c....fiday and saturday sucked.....friday i went back home but before that i went skating after school wit y friend brian(hopefully you fucking come on monday or i will be forced to sock you)but anyways.....i fell on my ass doing this puny gap so my ass was hurting for a bit.....i went home but bought mcdonalds before we got there...this ( Read more... )

hmmm i wonder wut brys in for......

so lets c...my friend is acting as though he wants to kill himself but witout him ill be a sack f crap put together in this body.....my uncles a fucking moron.....wtf wut the hell am i typing...im in another quincenera....i fell on some glas no cuts though its wierd.......tacos r good...im eating ritz for some apearent reason....y the fuck am i ( Read more... )

so yesterday was sorta nice...i think....but anyways i WAS gonna go to the promenade wit brian, russell, and zach. Aperantley brian was grounded and the other two were busy. But it wasnt bad at all....so i went and i was walking alone and henry saw me and said wuts up and from him more people saw me. well i started to hang out wit a bunch of people ( Read more... )

so now its really wierd to me. ive been so much nicer and way more less pissed at the world, ive been getting counseling from this really sweet girl whom i still have no idea what she looks like but i will eventually. but anyways less people think im an asshole and more people are like talking to me....it actually feels good to be nice for once... ( Read more... )

so som shits been happening and im a really fucked up jerk so someone just fucking kill meknow before i make more souls hate me and me hate more souls.....fuck....look im really sorry but i was trying to find you...i did go to the place you told me to go but i got fucking tired of waiting so i left but i was still looking for you at my spot..... ( Read more... )

i love you....wow i havent said that to anyone in such a long time....i need a girlfriend....man, i already have a crush on somebody...damn i suck....shoot while u can...burn, do something, but just hate me,while i still love you....goodbye...im very sad......FUCK