*Guns N Roses*  "patience"

Shed a tear ‘cause I’m missin’ you I’m still alright to smile Girl, I think about you every day now
Was a time when I wasn’t sure But you set my mind at ease There is no doubt You’re in my heart now Said, woman, take it slow It’ll work itself out fine All we need is just a little patience Said, sugar, make it slow
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HOLY FRICKEN CRAP MAN! last nite was off the hook! i dont think i have ever had that much fun on my birthday..ever! so check it, got to shawns early, me and him got ready ate sum food from wendy's, came back played sum reg. nintendo. then yvette showed up,yea..lol. hung out for a bit then jen n brian came, picked us up, n we went n met shannon- ( Read more... )

:-/ so yea..my happy feeling is gone :( now i am back to being depressed. everyone wants me to go out 2nite and have a good time,but i do not think i can -cries- it just hurts to much, and no body seems to understand the pain. i am tired of the fighting, i am tired of not seeing her, i am tired of always being down on myself and blaming myself for ( Read more... )

so work today was stressful as usual..came home spent time w/ my mom tonight, ran into nikki n shawn at walmart, went to taco bell, then i went n spent time w/ my baby *smiles* then went n picked up kayla cuz she was hungry n so was i, went to mcdonalds n she got a bunch of food for the crew back at the house, n a whole large coke spilled all over ( Read more... )

okay so like if anyone in this world loves me they will buy me these shorts! there 48 dollars..come on? any takers? please...anyone -cries- i really want them..i wear a size 32 :) lol


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BLAH! i dont want to go to work..but i should be gettin ready, this is a pointless update i suppose, just something to keep my self from gettin ready for work..

i just want things to be okay...

so yea my 20th birthday didnt go as well as planned..i had to work, n i spent the evenin w/ my lil bro n my best friend who was bein a complete selfish asshole...

but yea..even tho i am not w/ her..alyssa still knows how to make everything right..my birthday wasnt good until i read her emails... -smiles- i am glad i am alive for her

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damn..its 6:51 am n i have yet to go to bed..i just left shawns not to long ago..i was so proud of myself tho. i was the only one who didnt drink i was the only sober person ( Read more... )

4 MORE DAYS TILL I TURN 20 ( Read more... )