*yawns* so today i didnt do to much, i got to see alyssa today, which was nice :) i picked her up n we went to rutters then took her back. so that was a good part of the day, tried finding something to do 2nite, didnt work so well..cuz its 10:45 and well i am still home. its okay tho. i got alot of packin done today..it was kinda depressing but ( Read more... )

blah! dont u ever jsut wanna spend time w/ the one you love..and it always fails when u make plans! grr grr grr i say. but anyways w/ that said here are the 2 recent pics of me enjoy..for those of u who asked..

( *me(um i am flippin of the camera dont know if i need a warning?lol)* )

just to let you know, if i dont update in here, i am usually updating on my xanga journal

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so its official in less then 2 weeks i am moving out. i am movin bout 10 min from here, so its still close to everything. so by then end of april it should all be set, n to top that off i am going to florda. busy month for me. hopefully i can get it all settled and crap. well thats enough for now talk to most of u later

So its been awhile since i actually put a real update in here. i now have two jobs, i work at the current job as a cook, then i am a supervisor at chic-fi-la. i need to get sum money. for 20 years old, my life is pretty damn stressful. besides work, i still gotta concentrate on gettin my car fixed up, so its like i dunno not as ghetto? i am still ( Read more... )

blah, long weekend, trying to get sum kind of sleep, not working to well. have alot of shit on my mind. but thats nothing new. i gotta be up at 5:45 am yay! not really, this update is pointless...yea

I fought with alyssa last night...and it wasnt like a little fight, it was like the world is ending kind of fight. i never got mad that much in my entire life towards anyone and i feel so bad..sum1 else asked me out, so i was honest and told alyssa, she flipped n said to come get the stuff (like the engagement ring) so i drove 45 min to get there ( Read more... )

GRR i am so fuckin mad, so okay i was gonna stay home tonight to talk to sum1, but they ended up goin out, so to spare myself another lonely night, i called yvette to see if she went to the club, n her crystal-christina, and brian were at the md line n said to meet them at walmart n they would take me. needless to say i had a good time while i was ( Read more... )

so this week has been mad stressful at work..i got another job, for a supervisor at um i dunno how u spell it lol a chicken place, there ya go. i make the same amount there i do at my job now, which i am keepin for awhile make sum paper..haha

-sigh- I am just so tired of it all...can't things just be normal again? like before, when i was happy..when we were happy? why must happiness be so far out of my reach :( this blows, off to another day of boring ass work and listening to shawn bitch n complain about patsy..yay!