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Apathy never felt so right
It's hard to describe it... He's gone and I missed him a lot at first. But, when he called I felt relieved to know he was ok... But mostly, I felt nothing. I caught myself almost wanting to cry... but then thought what for?? and stopped. I didn't know what to say to him, how to feel... I just felt nothing. I love him, wish that he was here... I'm ( Read more... ) -
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It's been a year since I've graduated. I'm still taking BCC classes and I am in a stable, good relationship. I am happier than I used to be. It's funny, to think how much I've grown. I still hate a lor of people from my senior year. I just don't act on it. Nick Wilson and I had been talking for awhile. But, his gf (ex now) cheated on him (numerous ( Read more... ) -
Being invisible never looked so good.
- Deleted myspace
- Got rid of "friends"
- Wash your hands of Mike completly
- Ignore everyone
- Lead on some guy
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Ford and I broke up ( for the third time) on Sunday (the 7th). Same reasons, as always. He's doing the same thing telling me to move on... and guess what? He skipped school with Dana... sound familair? Lol. ... and the cycle repeats.
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Fuck.
So Ford and I are going back out. I think the 20th of December...? I'm not sure... then around that time Quaider died. It really sucks cuz I miss Quaider. He was supposed to be leaving for Ohio on Tuesday. But, instead we had his memorial service. I spent about an hour at his house talking to his mom while she put a bunch of pictures on a CD for me ( Read more... )
