i never feel good anymore.

our cd's came in the mail today!!!!!

our cd's came in the mail today!!!!!

our cd's came in the mail today!!!!!

our cd's came in the mail today!!!!!

our cd's came in the mail today!!!!!

(i'm really really really excited, i can hardly sit still.)

i have pneumonia and a sinus infection. my lungs rattle when i breath and it hurts, so now i have to try to quit smoking, and take like fifty ridiculously huge pills a day.

i'm probably a very pleasant person right now.

i have a boy that calls me on the telephone after a long day to say,
"do you remember what today is?  happy three months baby, i hope there are many more to come."

and i don't remember the last time i've smiled that big.

open up your windows and let in the breeze
it will softly kiss your eyelids as you fall asleep
and shake, rattle, roll the branches on the trees
and maybe soon your restless, wreckless
heart will find a bit of peace.

your eyes are pretty bright, baby
they could hold a lot of promise
but they look sunken around the edges
and a bit too unfinished
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come home baby because i'm sick, and tired, and saturday afternoon naps aren't nearly as nice without you to cuddle with.

'the only people for me are the mad ones, the ones mad to live, mad to talk, mad to be saved, desirous of everything at the same time, the ones who never yawn or say a commonplace thing, but burn, burn, burn like fabulous yellow roman candles exploding like spiders across the stars and in the middle you see a blue centerlight pop and everybody goes ( Read more... )

i probably shouldn't be allowed to watch animal planet on television because when the show about animal adoption comes on it makes me bawl and want to go adopt tons of pets.  seriously, i want a kitten so so badly but my roommates already have too many pets.

so sometimes melissa and i sneak backstage to watch modest mouse so we can see better, and then are found and befriended by their roadies who proceed to give us bottles of water because "it get's really hot back here", along with set lists, and tell us we are awesome for sneaking back and being so cool about it, and invite us to stand on the very ( Read more... )

someone please buy me these ridiculously expensive jeans that i am in love with so much that i took a picture of myself wearing them in the von maur dressing room like the lame-ass that i am....please.


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