why does everything have to be so complicatd...im so depressed right now....i dont know what to do..i just sit in a daze as tears trickle down my face and my heart bleeds...as i gaze of pictures of you..and i dream of your smile and the way u look into my eyes just before u left..why does life have to be so cruel...watch me as my life crumbles ( Read more... )

i just got back from my ex's house....no nothing happend...rofl..he still likes me..its weird..we were going out off and on for like a year....and we started talking agian....he says he still loves me and im curious to see how he really feels or if this is just a show...i think he just wants to get laid...rofl..i wouldnt doubt it...but for the ( Read more... )

IF u ppl dont have anything better to do than to leave comments about me and anthony...STOP im fuckng serious..me and him arnt together...were not gonna get together i dont think were friends anymore so do what i did AND GET THE FUCK OVER IT...and STOP leaveing comments in my journal about it...either read and keep your god damn comments to your ( Read more... )

self_mutilation_mightbe_art (5:27:47 PM): bah....theres no such thing as the "ONE"...even if u do marry him after a while hell stop p[retending to be something else just to please you..then the screaming...and fighting ...and alimony payments start ( Read more... )

ashton_box_2002 (7:55:24 PM): THIS GAY GUY JUST MESSAGED ME ( Read more... )

ok well today i was in the girls locker room(b/c i didnt want to go to class)and i over heard tara barton talking about this guy named jacob...and so i asked if it is jh from valley view...and she says yes...then says hes been talking bad about me...so i get pissed and write him a LONG ASS LETTER its like a page and a half and i sent it to him...i ( Read more... )

I started trumann today..bleigh..i seen some ppl i knew from a long time ago...and i got alot of weird looks but when i walked into the school ppl just yelled "hey ashtons back" i was like "ya,ok" it kinda scared me a little for my first day i got like 6 work sheets to do...bleigh..and i recived 2 letters (and one is from a guy) but hes just a ( Read more... )

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yayy! everyone loves me ( Read more... )