goal for this month: buy a car
goal for next month: pay for school (or start to at least)
goal for the following month: move depending on how expensive school payments are.

i'm thinking that's pretty realistic..

winning the lottery will help though.

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i've felt a lot of different kinds of lucky but i've never felt this kind of lucky sososo much before.

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had the big talk last night.. about my knuckles. i am very lucky. and sooo ready to get these puppies covered up. i'm over being sick and i want to be able to work this whole week.

goals for 2010: lose 20 pounds, finish school, get a fucking carrr! try and travel and get out of my bubble, be a better person, open up to old man. win the lottery.

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it makes me really sad how little i get to see colin. i almost cried when i had to leave today. totally gay. hopefully that will change next year ( Read more... )

i probably woulda had more fun on my birthday if i wasn't in such a grouch mood all day. colin got me an awesome toy machine coat that i lovelovelove! good thing cause i wanted to steal his. he also made me the best card on the planet. my mom gave me a hello kitty blow dryer and some religious decorative things ( Read more... )

i'm sooo glad this year's almost over! although, the second half has been sososo amazing that it makes up for every horrible thing that happened in the beginning. hopefully i'll be keepin busy. i'm way excited for my birthday party saturday and sleepover with my two favorite buddies!

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but that's what livejournal is for..

as shitty as this year has been, i'm so lucky to have my amazing friends, the ones that i have been fortunate to have and the ones i have just gotten close to. you are all so important to me. and i am also fortunate to have the most amazing man i have ever met. i hope things keep keepin on.

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this is the slowest moving relationship i've ever been in and i'm sooooo into it

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man oh man the last two days have been such a bummer. i didn't get my job. i don't get to see man friend on man friend birthday. i'm really considering buying a pie and eating the whole thibg. something good is bound to happen, right?

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it sucks that when i feel as shitty as i do now, i can't even see the one person who makes me feel good. hopefully something good will happen tomorrow (like a job?!)