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EXCEPT for this piece of shit car. it has died at least seven times in the last couple of days. i thought that being stoned would make me calm if my car were to die on the freeway, which is true of the first time, however the second time was a little too much. easily one of the top five worst decisions i've ever made. just a little bit of venting ( Read more... )

today has been one of the worst days i've had in a long while, and i know its not over yet. i tried to call in today, because i'm starting to learn my limits and i knew that i needed a break. i ended up at work anyway thinking it would be an hour or two. i fucked up so much shit and people are so mean on botox day. some lady got pissed that i said ( Read more... )

people are fucking assholes. i saw cory at trader joe's today before i went to work. i don't know if its just because his girlfriend really doesn't like me, but he didn't even say hi to me! or acknowledge me! totally fucked up. i think i prefer people talking shit behind my back and at least pretending to be friends than acting like i never existed ( Read more... )

everything is super fucking awesome aside from the fact that i am stressing myself out feeling like there's not enough time to do everything or buy the things i need and want way bad ( Read more... )

trying to finance a fucking car is driving me bananas. i guess my credit is no longer bad, which is pretty cool, but i guess its true that bad credit is better than no credit. now i have nothing and i need a co-signer to do anything which my bankrupt parents can't do OR my sister. if i have to put down just as much money as it would cost me to buy ( Read more... )

i'm so stoked on life right now. my job is going so well and i feel like this is something i can see myself doing for a very long time. getting bumped up to full time means working every saturday which meant seeing colin one day a week but he's so fucking awesome that he takes me home on monday mornings now before work so we can still spend two ( Read more... )

sooo working on saturday ended up being pretty sweet, i'm so excited about this job and really excited about making comission! weeee. i'm so excited to see what happens this year.

my little dude is 21 this week!

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i finally got the weatch of my boss after almost a whole day of perfect. i cried at work and am still trying to keep it under control. i have to work tomorrow now, to practice.. CONFIRMATION CALLS. because i didn't mark "left message" in some of the appointments. i was reallyreallyreally looking forward to seeing colin for a whopping two days this ( Read more... )