i burned a really good cd. and im going to listen to it. right now. then study. ah.

but yea, whatever, do what you want. right. word.

nothing is forever.
but is forever forever? yes.
so if forever is nothing
and nothing is nothing
then time is illusion.
and nothing is forever.

July 10, 2005 ( Read more... )

went to see ellie's band last night. it was his birthday. they were amazing. jazz, funky, right. dance dance dance. had great fun making out in the back of a shitty-ass completly ganked truck going 60. then off to a bar with free beer. amazing, right. and pizza. found some lactate and peanut butter. then some sleep. this morning just laying around ( Read more... )

its seems like weeks passed during a singel miserable/ simply deplorable/ depresssing/ finding a piece of the happiness once lost DaY. where is my home. holy shit mate. i have no sense of time. days are not distinguisable from one another. awkwardness. wierd. its wierd that its awkward. morning. im still not sober. in the morning. hot cold hot ( Read more... )

this morning i woke up and felt like shit. went outside for a smoke and to read a journal over. ended up laying down on my porch. enjoying the birds that were singing to me ( Read more... )

mmm good.

today was the most beautiful, most satisfying day. on my entire life.

i think its time.
time to get my nipple(s) pierced.

im doing that asshole thing that i do again.
and i think he's noticing.
what the fuck.
am i gonna do.