i didnt know it was possible to feel so much hate towards you

but i do!

you make me sick

I'm really not sure how to feel right now. I'm tangling my heart on a string just outside of my grip. Either he'll cut my heart down and left it crash onto the floor or he'll gently grab it and keep it safe. I'm very nervous to see where my heart will fall. I'm hoping for the best but preparing for the worse.

I need a bottle of tums..

Never mind about Brave New World ( Read more... )

I just finished Brave New World..

I'm a little confused?

I'm so nervous..

Sharon:
Ok, I'm back.

Denise:
Did you get everything?

Sharon:
Yes, but with a few revisions

Denise:
What sort of revisions..

Sharon:
I just wanted to add a little bit of spice to the event.

Denise:
Event? Sharon, it's a funeral. What kind of spice could you possibly add?

Sharon:
Well, I don't want everyone mellow and depressed. So instead of dim lighting and ( Read more... )

I feel like a part of my life is nothing but ashes, like cremated remains of something beautiful. And everyday I feel those ashes reincarnating itself into other aspects of my life, building upon them. Which ultimately results in many parts of my life flourishing and coming back to life. Yet, the origin of the ashes are slowly vanishing. I'm ( Read more... )

Every dream I have of you is a nightmare
I think it's time that stopped
I think it's time to talk
<3

I'm continuing to read Brave New World. I'm really enjoying the novel a lot, I'm just so busy that I forget to read it. I chose to write my Banned Books and Censorship paper on it, so now I have more drive to read it. I actually made a list in class of books other students were writing about and decided I wanted to read them all. I'm so not well ( Read more... )

5 months ago i didn't think it was possible to go through as much change as I actually have in that time period. I feel so positive in so many ways. I can honestly say that I have improved every aspect of my life, besides one ( Read more... )