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a rant
So, I'm working part time in a convenience store now, and there's something bothering me more that it has in a while. When did laws going from protecting people, to wrapping us in swaddling clothing ( Read more... ) -
I don't care, apparently.
I guess it doesn't matter that I'm pretty much there whenever you need me. Or that I've basically rearranged my life around you. I'm a guy, words don't mean shit to me. I don't care if you refer to us as dating, fucking, friends or what, as long as you care about me, it doesn't matter. But apparently that means I don't care. And reminding you ( Read more... ) -
And here we go again, Godlike 3.0
First off, thanks to the people that checked on me from the last post. It was nothing, just stressing out too much over money and time and basically everything in life, on top of a nice big plate of sleep deprivation. This is why I should not go near a computer when I don't sleep ( Read more... ) -
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So many things are hanging over my head right now and I barely want to deal with any of them. I hate the fact that I’m such a whiney bitch, that I’m no fun anymore. When I did become Mr. Responsible. When did I start debating whether to get fucked up and get laid instead of just running with it? When did I actually worry about money, like ( Read more... ) -
thoughts on a ride home
This might be slightly strange from me.. a swimming analogy. When I was a kid i remember making whirlpools in my aunt's pool. we would keep going in circles and eventually you would end up starting a strong pull. Thats kinda how I feel now. I have everything in my life a ertain way and i'm turning around and breaking the current. But I'm also ( Read more... ) -
fun at work.
So I haven't been on in a while. my computer took a dump on me in early december but its almost back n action. a lot has happened the last few weeks. i applied to community college.. i'm gonna be a nurse. i hope anyway. godike studios took a little break and hopefully we'll be up again shortly. i'm kinda in another open relationship. but i'm ( Read more... ) -
wow
Nineteen weeks, that's a long time. A long time I haven't spewed out bullshit on here for people to pick through and try and see what's going on in my life. Way too long I think ( Read more... ) -
Stange days, not like before
So this week has been interesting. It was the fourth of July, and we threw a party over in the garage. It was one of the first times that a lot of the older crew has all been together at the same time. It was actually really nice ( Read more... ) -
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So tree business failed.
Now landscaping and housecleaning maybe? We'll see.
Eventually some kinda schooling.
Aaaaand Godlike radio is back up and running. I'll post about it soon.
I really am gonna watch this soon. clean up my friends list to the people that actually talk to me and such -
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So I've decided to actually write this out somewhere, since I explain it to people all the time. What I think about love and relationships, and why I tend to avoid being in a relationship. I don't expect anyone to agree with this, or to understand it, but maybe it'll make sense to one or two people ( Read more... )