May sound kind of lame but were back. I told her call me yours and ill call you mine. She told me i was her boyfriend so i took her back into my arms once again. Im gona deal with the problems myself and not bring Marisa into it. I dont got jelousy causre it was so stupid over something she wasn't going to do. Im going to belive her and trust her ( Read more... )

She brings my hopes up and down. It all started when she proposed to get bck together. I said i would think about it and then when i said yes we can get back together, she asks if she can still go talk to will.(what gets me jelous the most) I told her no and so she changes her mind about the whole thing and she says ohh n/m so she wants to be with ( Read more... )

As i showed you all in my last entry i broke up with my chick. Now shes begging me to get back together with her. We hada lot of fights and its too hard for me to change to who she wants me to be. I don't know what to do she loves me and all and shes begging for me to come back but what if we start fighting again and another heartbreak follows and ( Read more... )

What used to be is nothing more than a pit of friendship. Never got as far as planned but hey nothing ever comes out exactly the way you want it. Shes a really cool chick and i wish to be her fried. Just the pain of our first kiss ticks into memory. When i used to compare her to Jessica. The time at night where i dedicated a star to her beauty and ( Read more... )

Damn today started out okay and it turned out like shit. See the thing is Marisa told me she was a little bit tired of me. Yet she tells me she doesn't know why. I think it could be all the fights and the jelousy but if its cause i just look too plain it hurts. I really hope its just some other depressive situations making her fell like this. I ( Read more... )

Hey im sorry for not writing in my journal last night. But its that there is nothing really to talk about. I talked to the ash chick who likes me and i sort of like her back. I wanna eplain this though, see its when a girl likes you and you get sort of led on you end up liking them. So what happened was that i started to like her back a little. But ( Read more... )

One side tells me that ashley and her friends have formed a hate group agaidt my babe. And when ever i ask the hate group they say its not true. The link to the whole think is this chick called Danielle that keeps tlking shit. Shes got everybody confused and a few people are mad at her. Well as for me i just dont want her messing up things between ( Read more... )

Today has been the crapiest valentine day ever. Barely any hugs, rainy days, black clouds, bitchy kids. Stupid work and who the hell knows what my chick talked about me while she was away. Hope she ain't making up shit but I don't even know if i care. Somehow i just don't want to call her. Everytime i call her we end up in some fight. It's not ( Read more... )

Just tired here waiting for midnight to strike. Finaly then i can go to were i drift of from what we call reality. Too bad humans get tired, if not for that we'd all become the nightwalkers just shadows in the dark. We just can't take life without rest, for the fun of the night will just never come and last for ever.

This journal entry is meant for all you perverts and those who just plainly misunderstood. No i did not go that far with her. The most we got up to was a new type of hug while kissing and this neck thing. No one got layed and i want to find out who the **** started that vampire shit. I ain't gonna kill him/her i just want to know. Just post any ( Read more... )