Once again driven to point of loss. I can't find a way to stop you. You selfcentered beast. All is what you want and everyone has to do what you say it is. Things are not like that and As a human competitor i will not give up. Drop it or feel the pain you wished to take back in hand. Its not as hard as it seems, dont make it bigger than it is. I do ( Read more... )

I can't take this. Every day its a new pain. She doesn't have to do anything, because if she don't start the problem someone else does. Never one day of peace and fun. Now sh is uncontrollable. All because of one stupid promise to stop restricting. I never meant it, i just wanted to see her happy. Now thjis doesn't mean anything to her; Shes not ( Read more... )

Too blind to see my own actions i push the truth to the extreme. I don't care to measure the drop but i push it off anyway. A look once and a push once. Bring it down crash it to the ground. Watch it break, hehe my loves at stake. Woah it rolls and bleeds, but do i even care to know whats falling? It reaches the end and i realize what i have done. ( Read more... )

I don't know what to feel. If i tell whats real it turns into a big deal. Think whats not and my inside will rot. I cant bear to speak the truth anymore. Just stuck to embrace lies and and hide the rest. I'll show you what you want. Don't suffer over me. Its who i chose to be. Get up, get out of my hert. Theese feelings are mine. All you'll do is ( Read more... )

The whole world just a blur. No one can really see what goes on. As the world carries out whats real and whats not, we see the things the way we wan't to. There's no truth to it all, because it's all in our heads. We dont force what we dont belive in. Those who have are those who are too weak and must give up before life takes them to fear and ( Read more... )

Damn it all. What goes on while I'm not there. It sucks, i know it happens but who am I to speak. I am hurt I am shocked. The pain hits me once again leaving me weeping and bleeding. Withered to a nobody I lie on the floor. Gasping for air i feel the blood in my throat. Who am I. Im not who I used to be, its simply not me. Behind me lies a whole ( Read more... )

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Well my day has been great but I have so many questions to ask Marisa. Asking risks too much so I don

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I feel all ghetto and awak and shit. I just know im stupid at this time cuz i couldn't find my bed. As for Marisa my new plan is working and my life is ok. Pain is only inside and must be kept there. Not much to talk about Marisa cuz things are perfect from an eys point of view. Just a bit on Ash to make something new. Well i'll get this strait to ( Read more... )