a man plays piano. what does it mean. other than another person will get to bash him for not playing well enough. a woman raises her child. whats it worth. the child will say it wasnt raised well enough. while others criticize the woman for how she was raised her child. we all go to the supermarket. but what it worth. who needs food when you dont ( Read more... )

so that was a fun night....

i feel oh so alone ( Read more... )

every now and than a strive to be something better will come about. appreciate those times, because they will become the only ways one could better themselves eventually. heres to you, the forgotten.

so i tried to remember who i was and then i remember it doesnt matter who i was. its just sad who i think i became and you look around for someone to blame for such an influenza such an annoying cold such an annoying mind fuck and than you remember that you can always sleep and if sleep is the only left to be taken. than so be it. but for now. ill ( Read more... )

So i once knew a man. who was poor. he wanted to die more than anything else. well i didnt know him really. more of someone i see. i dont associate with suicidal people. cause thats lame. so. he wished everyday for death. and sold his heart into fake futures and cheap drugs alcohol cigarettes and cheap women as well. he decided finally that he was ( Read more... )

you wake up to find out your birthday ice cream cake was freezer burn. and thrown out with yesterdays trash. you always do find out things too late, and always realize you want something after its gone bad. these are the endeavours we face everyday. this is what is to be a human. this is what it is. and it is what makes people want to die. nothing ( Read more... )

so today at the plasma bank some really funny things happened ( Read more... )

i went to sleep at 8:00 p.m. ish and i woke up just a few minutes ago. around 10:00 a.m. im not in a good mood. and im going back to sleep. im sorry for those who were affected by my knock out last night particularly Ricardo and to anyone else who meant to reach me. im going back to sleep. for at least in my dreams it feels real.

would you give up everything you had everything you known, your house your home, your money, your friends your life, your hopes, your dreams. give up everything i mean everything ( Read more... )