can't believe how close I came

[deadendwalls]

Honestly, I've been really depressed since yesterday, and there is no real reason, which is kind of enough to piss me off. I feel like I should have more control over myself and my emotions than this, but point blank, I don't

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[not_my_body]

ohh sweetie i so wish i could hold you right now. *hugs* your so right that you are allowed to be angry. when i found out that my aunty and uncle were still seeing and acting as tho my step Grandad -my aunty's step dad- hadn't sexually abused me for the past 6 yrs atleast i was so mad. So i can understand why you are. Its just not right either that therapy stopped just like that for you, having opened up wonds and then left. Again this happened to me too. Its such a horrible feeling and i think thats the start of where things went really bad for me. Ohh hun, you really have been thru so much. Im sorry i didn't come on here sooner. Ive missed you so. But im here now. I wish i could make things better. But i know what you mean about LJ. Its a good place to vent. Im glad things are better, and to hear you say you are a strong person makes me smile.
Xoxo rach.